1 more Day!!

Only 1 more day until my sonogram!! I am excited, nervous, and a little sad all at the same time. I am obviously excited that i will find out who this little person is inside me. I am nervous because I am praying that everything is OK and what I will do if it is a little boy!! and I am a little sad that I have to go to this exciting dr. appt by myself :( I really wish Jacob was going to be there with me. Oh well, I guess that is what is happens when you are an Army wife. You get used to being independent.

Back to what I will do if it is a little boy... I don't mean this in a bad way. I just want Trinity to have a sister. Sisters are the best and I want her to experience that. And since Jacob says this is the last one... its my one shot! However as I lay there in bed this morning thinking about what I will think and feel if the doc says its a boy, I kinda got a nervous excitement. A step into the unknown. I mean, I know what they are like 6 and up (from being a step-mommy), but a little mommas boy of my own... I don't know. I guess I am really excited either way. I mean, we have a boys name picked out but I can't think of a girls name for the life of me... Maybe thats a sign.

Anyway... 1 more day... keep watching for updates...